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  “Well, I guess time will tell,” Evan said thoughtfully.

  Terrence snapped his head around to glare at him. “What the hell do you mean ‘Time will tell’? You think I’m going to cheat on her . . . that I’m going to dump her?”

  “No, I didn’t say that! I just think—”

  “Good! Because it’s not gonna happen!” Terrence drew to a stop at another stoplight. “C. J. is the only woman for me and to hell with anybody who says any differently!”

  Just then, the sound of pounding dance beats filled the car. The two men turned to find a Toyota pulling up beside them at the light. It was the source of the music. The driver lowered her tinted window and raised her dark shades, revealing her comely brown face. She leaned in her driver’s seat toward their car and tossed her long, dark hair over her shoulder.

  “Damn!” she shouted to Terrence over the sound of the music as her eyes scanned Terrence’s Porsche from headlights to rear bumper. “That’s a sweet ride, baby!”

  “Thanks,” Terrence called back.

  “It looks brand new!”

  “That’s because it is,” he said, tapping the buttery smooth leather along the dashboard. “Just got it a little over a month ago.”

  “Well, you look good in it!”

  Terrence chuckled. “Hell, girl, you’re making me blush!”

  Evan cocked an eyebrow as he watched their exchange. He wondered if his brother realized that his voice had deepened as he spoke to her, that he was smiling ear-to-ear. He wondered if his brother realized it seemed a lot like he was flirting with this woman when he had professed only seconds ago that C. J. was the only woman for him.

  “I can make you do a lot more than blush if you let me test drive that car,” the driver said, licking her plump, red lips.

  “Whoa!” Terrence exclaimed, laughing even harder, making Evan sigh with irritation. “That’s some big talk!”

  “Big talk that I can back up.” She gave a saucy wink. “Don’t believe me?”

  “Oh, I believe you!”

  “So take a girl out to dinner next week and let me prove it.”

  “The light’s green, Terry,” Evan muttered.

  Terrence turned away from the beautiful driver and glanced up at the stoplight. “Oh, shit. Uh, maybe some other time,” he mumbled before giving her a quick wave good-bye, pressing the accelerator, and pulling off.

  As he drove, he glanced at Evan, who silently stared out the windshield.

  “Don’t say it,” Terrence ordered tightly, reading Evan’s mind.

  Evan held up his hands in mock defense. “Hey, I’m not saying a damn thing!”

  “No, but you’re thinking it!” Terrence pointed his finger at Evan. “Look, she and I were just talking! She was just some random chick I met on the street. It’s not like I was really going to follow through and have dinner with her. I told you I would never cheat on C. J.!”

  “I’m not saying you would cheat”—Evan inclined his head—“per se.”

  “What the fuck? Per se? Really, Ev? Are you serious?”

  “I’m just saying that people grow apart, Terry. Couples grow apart.”

  “We’ve only been together for a few months! How the hell could we grow apart already?”

  “But a lot has happened in those few months. You have to admit that. And people change. It’s a fact of life! Maybe C. J. is more realistic about that than you are. That’s what I meant.”

  “Well, how do you know you and Lee won’t ‘grow apart’?” he asked, referring to Evan’s fiancée Leila. “If C. J. and I are doomed, why the hell aren’t you guys? You’ve got a lot more odds stacked against you than we do! That’s for damn sure,” he spat as he turned onto another street.

  Evan narrowed his eyes at his little brother.

  Evan and Leila had been through a lot in the past year or so. In fact, they had been through a lot in the past ten years. Their relationship had traversed several ups and downs, including false accusations, misunderstandings, marriages to other people, their clandestine affair, and a painful breakup before they finally reunited. They were now living together, engaged, and having a baby, which should have meant they had finally reached their happy ending. But Evan was encountering a major glitch in the form of his current recovering alcoholic wife, Charisse, who was refusing to grant him a divorce. Charisse insisted that now that she was clean and sober she wanted him back. She had even threatened to drag out the divorce proceedings for years, until Evan and Leila’s baby was well into kindergarten.

  Evan hadn’t told Leila any of this—at least, not yet, anyway. He didn’t want to crush her dreams of getting married in the near future. She said she didn’t want to be anyone’s mistress anymore, but it looked like she would have to be that—indefinitely.

  Evan knew Leila loved him and he loved her, but all these obstacles could wear down even the most loyal of couples. He worried sometimes when it would all get to be too much, and if the foundation they had tried so hard to build together would eventually crumble.

  “We’ll make it through,” Evan said firmly, shoving down his inner doubts. “Don’t you worry about us.”

  “Don’t you worry about me and C. J., either,” Terrence argued as they pulled onto the short road leading up to Murdoch Mansion. As Terrence steered onto the circular driveway, they both noticed two cop cars parked in front of the stone steps, their blue-and-white emblems glistening in the afternoon sun.

  “What the hell . . .” Evan whispered, unlocking and shoving open the Porsche’s passenger side door even before the roadster pulled to a full stop.

  His mind leapt to the worst conclusion. He wondered if something had happened to Leila—who he thought was at a meeting at the Chesterton Country Club today with his sister Paulette. Or maybe something had happened to Leila’s daughter, Isabel, or her mother, Diane, both of whom lived at the mansion.

  He charged up the stairs, taking them two at a time. He flung open the French doors. Terrence was only a few steps behind him.

  “What’s wrong?” he yelled, rushing over the marble tiles of his three-story foyer, his shout echoing off the wooden, coffered ceiling. Two officers stood near the staircase to the east and west wings, talking to his housekeeper, who looked scared and confused. “What the hell happened? Is Lee o—”

  “Ah, so it’s both the Murdoch boys!” Evan heard a voice call across the foyer, stopping him in his tracks. “Good! I can kill two birds with one stone.”

  Evan chafed at the sound of the familiar backwater drawl. Not only was he annoyed at being called “boy”—the last he checked, he was thirty-three, not three years old—but he also had no desire to talk to the owner of that drawl.

  He turned to find a man in an oversize gray suit and a gray-and-white-striped tie striding toward them, chomping on a sandwich the size of his fist. The police detective lowered the sandwich from his mouth and smiled, revealing a smear of mustard on his upper lip.

  “Just grabbed a quick bite to eat in your kitchen. Your cook was nice enough to make me a ham and cheese.” He licked the mustard off his lip after he stopped chewing. “Hope you don’t mind.”

  Evan crossed his arms over his broad chest. “How can I help you, Detective Morris?” he answered flatly even though, truth be told, he had no interest in helping this man at all. In fact, he had hoped to never see Detective Morris again.

  They had spoken before in a sterile-looking room at the state police barracks soon after Dante had been shot. Evan had sat on one side of the table with one of his lawyers and Detective Morris had sat on the other.

  “I understand that you and your brother Dante were going through kind of a row before he up and got shot. Is that right, Mr. Murdoch?” the detective had asked, leaning back in his metal folding chair.

  “He wasn’t one of my favorite people, if that’s what you mean,” Evan had quipped.

  “I heard he was even screwing your wife. I know if it were me, I’d be mad as hell at him. Maybe even mad enough to kill him.�
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  “Excuse me, but just what are you insinuating?” Evan’s lawyer had barked. “Unless you’re planning to charge my client with attempted murder, I suggest you keep your questions to—”

  Evan had held up his hand, silencing the man beside him. “It’s all right, Ben.”

  Unlike his lawyer, Evan hadn’t been shaken by the detective’s flagrant insinuations. Evan hadn’t shot Dante and he had an alibi to prove it. The detective could insinuate all he wanted.

  “Honestly, Detective, considering the state of my marriage at that time, Dante did me a favor by screwing my wife. I didn’t want to kill him. If he wasn’t such an asshole, I would have sent him a fruit basket to show my gratitude.”

  The detective had burst into laughter. “Oh, that’s funny! That was a good one! You’re a comedian, Mr. Murdoch. You should be on late-night TV!”

  He had chuckled a bit longer before finally letting his laughter taper off. He had then become somber. His gray eyes had gone cold.

  “You know what? I’ve got a joke, too . . . a real funny one.” He had shifted in his chair, leaned one elbow on the table between them, and tapped the edge of his Styrofoam coffee cup as he spoke. “I was talking the other day to another detective, Detective Nola at the Mannock County Sheriff’s Office. I found out that he’s been questioning your sister Paulette in another investigation. This time . . . a homicide.”

  At the mention of his sister’s name in connection with the word “homicide,” Evan had stilled. His confident façade had faltered. He had felt his stomach clench.

  “Turns out that one of her ex-boyfriends, Marques Whitney, was strangled to death just eight months ago. Detective Nola said he thinks Marques may have been extorting money out of your sister, but he can’t say for sure. She hasn’t been very . . . shall we say . . . helpful, in that regard.”

  Evan could no longer meet the detective’s eyes. As he sat there, he had felt his panic rise, making him shift in his chair and restlessly tap his foot. Even his lawyer had noticed the difference in him. The balding man had started to eye Evan warily and frown, as if asking, “What’s wrong?”

  Evan had realized what he was doing, giving all the tells that made him look guilty as sin, that made him look like he had something to hide. Because he did have a secret to hide—though it wasn’t about himself.

  Paulette’s husband, Antonio, had confessed to him a mere week before Dante’s shooting that he had murdered Marques Whitney when he found out that Marques had blackmailed Paulette into giving him money and having an affair. Evan had been shocked by the revelation and immediately wondered if it had been prudent to let it slip to Antonio that Dante had also bullied and blackmailed Paulette, that the whole family would be more than happy to see Dante disappear.

  Now that Dante had nearly been killed and the assailant hadn’t been caught, Evan had started to wonder even more whether he’d made a mistake by blabbing about family drama to Antonio. In retaliation, in some misguided attempt to protect his wife and her family, had Antonio shot Dante, too?

  “Detective Nola can’t make heads or tails of his investigation. Frankly, I couldn’t, either. But I find it awfully funny how people who cross the Murdochs end up in the hospital—or dead,” the detective had observed with a smile before taking a sip from his coffee cup. “Don’t you?”

  Yes, I do, Evan had thought, but he didn’t say it aloud.

  Unable to get any more information out of Evan, Detective Morris had ended the interview soon after saying that he would keep in touch. Today it looked like he was following through with that promise.

  “You can help me by telling me where you were at twelve thirty p.m. today,” Detective Morris now said as he stood in front of Evan. He glanced up at Terrence and took another bite of his sandwich, spitting bits of wheat bread as he spoke. “You can tell me where you were, too.”

  That lupine smile was on his face again. He looked like the Big Bad Wolf who had just spotted two plump little pigs.

  “I don’t have to tell you shit!” Terrence snarled with a curl in his lip, not looking remotely intimidated by the detective. But Evan knew something Terrence didn’t. He knew their family had something to lose.

  “Terry,” Evan said warningly to his little brother, shaking his head.

  “No, Ev!” Terrence shouted. “These cops can’t just barge up in here, harass your staff, eat your damn food,” he said as he gestured to the detective’s sandwich, “and start asking questions like we owe them somethin’. I don’t care who the hell he is! Doesn’t he need a fucking warrant or some shit to do this? We’ve got rights, man!” He glared at the detective. “I may be black, but my name’s not Trayvon or Freddie! Fuck this shit!”

  “Terry, calm down,” Evan ordered, holding up his hand.

  “You’d be smart to listen to your brother,” the detective said. The smile had disappeared and was now replaced with a stony scowl. He tossed his ham sandwich aside so that it landed on Evan’s marble console table, smearing it with mustard. “Don’t let all that barking land you in handcuffs, boy! Your money can get you out of a lot of things, but this ain’t one of them.”

  Evan watched as Terrence took a step forward, his face contorting with barely contained rage. Evan immediately placed a hand on his brother’s chest, holding him back in more ways than one.

  He knew when he was being baited into slipping up and doing something stupid, and this detective was dangling the ultimate lure by constantly referring to them as “boys,” walking around Murdoch Mansion as if he owned the place, and having a dick-measuring contest with Terrence. But this wasn’t Evan’s first time at the rodeo; he had dealt with assholes like this before in the boardroom, just not in his foyer. He would remain calm and keep a level head though he was just as pissed as Terrence. He would do it—for his family’s sake.

  “Just tell us what this is about, Detective,” Evan said evenly. “Maybe we can answer your questions if you explain to us why you’re asking them.”

  “Oh, there’s no ‘maybe.’ You’re both gonna tell me where the hell you were this afternoon! It’s probably no surprise to you that there was another attempt on your brother Dante Turner’s life today. Someone tried to smother him with a pillow in his hospital room. He would’ve died if the doctor and nurses hadn’t gotten to him in enough time.”

  “Damn,” Terrence said with a snicker while casually leaning back against a newel post, “that dude’s having a rough year.”

  “You find this funny?” the detective spat, scrutinizing Terrence again.

  “Yeah, kinda,” Terrence said with a shrug. “I sure as hell didn’t try to kill him, but as far as I’m concerned, he’s getting what he deserves. Dante’s made plenty of enemies from the shit he’s done. You’ve probably got a long line of people who’d want to take him out.”

  “Including you?” The detective took a menacing step toward Terrence. “He represented a woman who filed a lawsuit against you not too long ago, am I right? That sounds a lot like motive to me. Were you anywhere near Wilson Medical Center at twelve thirty today?”

  “No,” Evan answered for his brother. “Terry and I were at a doctor’s office in Arlington. I’m sure several people in the waiting room, the receptionist, and the ocularist himself can vouch for our alibis.” He reached into his jeans pocket and pulled out a business card. “Here’s the number to the ocularist. Ask him yourself if you don’t believe me.”

  The detective leaned back and fixed his eyes on Evan. Evan could see Terrence’s mouth twitch, like he was holding back a laugh. The detective stared down at the card extended to him, then snatched it out of Evan’s hand.

  “I’ll give him a call,” he mumbled.

  “Yeah, you do that,” Terrence said, sucking his teeth.

  “You know,” the detective said, still gazing down at the laminated card, “I asked around town about you, Evan Murdoch.”

  “Did you now?”

  Detective Morris nodded. “I most certainly did. I like to know who and
what I’m dealing with when I’m conducting my investigations,” the detective explained. “A lot of folks in Chesterton admire you. They say you’re a good businessman . . . an honest guy. But frankly, I don’t think any man who gets to where you’ve gotten in this world can do it without getting his hands a little dirty, without doing some things that aren’t so honest.” He glowered at Evan again, boring into him like a hand drill. “I don’t think you shot Mr. Turner or tried to kill him today, but I do think you know who did it. I think there’s something you’re not telling me.”

  Evan swallowed, ordering himself to control his breathing, to control his features so that he didn’t reveal anything, but he felt like a hot spotlight was shining down on him, showing every flaw in the mask he was wearing.

  Don’t break, he told himself. Don’t you dare break!

  He couldn’t be the reason Antonio went to jail. Paulette needed her husband and her infant son, Nate, needed his father. Evan would be damned if he was the one who helped destroy their family.

  “I’m sorry,” he finally answered, “but I don’t know what you mean, Detective.”

  The detective chuckled and pointed the card at Evan. “Oh, I think you do! And at some point, you’ll be ready to talk. Until then . . .”

  He didn’t finish. Instead, he abruptly turned away and walked toward the oversize French doors.

  “We’re done here!” the detective barked over his shoulder to the two uniformed police officers. They seemed to reluctantly follow him across the foyer.

  Evan and Terrence watched as the detective and the officers opened the door and left, slamming the front door behind them.

  Terrence whipped around to face his brother. “What the fuck was that?”

  “He doesn’t know who’s trying to take out Dante, so he came to us. That’s all. If he was with the Chesterton sheriff’s office, I would have told the sheriff to call off his dog by now. But he’s state police. I’ve got no connections over there.”